And there is the answer for why I told the therapist, “You know it is pretty clear to me that there is serious trauma lurking in the background of my childhood. Why do I need to know the details of that trauma? I know it exists? What will the details do for me? It will only feed the fuel for the fire of tragedy and potentially confirm I am irreparably broken. SOOO…NO…I do not want to do any hypnosis or other related regression therapies to bring back the details of these memories.” I chose NOT TO KNOW the details and no one can say whether that choice is the right one or not, but it is the one I made. I get to make that choice

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